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| Friday, July 2nd, 2004 | | 2:36 am |
Rocking out after dark
I'm learning to do something. And this is what I'm learning. Tonight I went to a gathering of people who do it down by Lake Michigan. I just started so, I'm no where near this interesting... but give me about a month and I think I won't be too shabby...
That's a whip...
Group activity!
| | Friday, June 18th, 2004 | | 2:33 am |
I'll try... She said as she walked away...
I'm missing something in my life. It's a specific something only a few things can provide. Running late and unable to find your keys. That panic. A perpetual state of it. Bad analogy but it's all I can think of right now. Motionless. | | Saturday, June 12th, 2004 | | 12:07 am |
I can feel my weekend wasting away
We totally go in to record drums tomorrow, and then guitars on sunday for the band I'm in... Freaky eh? I could sing more, and the lyrics could be a little bit more about other things aside from "I hate people fuck the system" but, I'm having fun, so what the fuck... | | Tuesday, June 8th, 2004 | | 2:04 am |
To eat a Chiquita you need to grow the banana...
So beat me like Betty Crocker cake mix? Right... So interesting stuff has been happening, but I sliced the tip of my god damn finger open on a knife so it hurt's to type. Wah wah I'm a little girl. Rawr In other news, the Bloodhound Gang makes me laugh... a lot. Not that this is anything new, but lately it seems there's been disaster in the air as opposed to your typical spring-time love. I'm surrounded my hordes of drama. Makes me glad I only have to listen. I saw Harry Potter 3. Was fun. The story behind seeing it is kind of more amusing. I will just say that when you finally feel the need to command respect from someone, and they show it, it feels really good. HAH. I haven't talked to my friend Katherine in almost two weeks now and it's really bothering me. Oh well. I'll talk to her soon I'm sure... And in closing... Would I be a good Messiah with my low self-esteem? If I don't believe in myself would that be blasphemy? Just sport some crummy holier than thou facade Yeah that's what I would do if I were God -Bloodhound Gang Current Mood:  hot | | Thursday, May 27th, 2004 | | 7:52 pm |
Ey dude I love yer bannnnnnnddddddd...
Okay so that totally didn't work. Onto other things. In other news it would be really rocking to hang out with new people. I've made at least five attempts with new people in the past two weeks and been ditched each time. Gee... | | Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 | | 6:27 pm |
It's not a matter of good or evil...
It's amazing what words from the past can drag up from someones heart. I called someone I probably shouldn't have for no other reason than it still hits a nerve. It's nothing major, but it's still there. No answer, but I'll get a call back. What do I say? "I miss you and it would be nice to hang out again?" It's a good way to be met with disappointment and annoyence. In other news I saw Troy. It was so-so. A lot of it was "Hollywood". The story, of course, cheated in more than a few places. But I normally overlook this stuff. The dialouge was the thing that killed it. A lot of it was kind of on the... stupid side. So this blond girl now works at the pet store I get my crickets at. I've seen her at various points, school included. Should I see if she wants coffee? The last two times I've asked people to do something, I was never called back. I need new people to do stuff with. My current roster is beginning to severely dwindle. Andrew W.K. is rad. His music... well, not so rad, but that's okay. | | Thursday, May 20th, 2004 | | 5:39 pm |
Plus beauty, it's only skin deep, it's in the eye of the beholder and my beholder's about to tweek..
Two nights ago I saw Rise Against. They played some Knights of Columbus hall a couple towns over. It was so tiny. But a great show.
Also saw eX-Girl... http://www.exgirl-kero.com/
It was the most amazing thing show I've seen in a long long time. The music is crazy but the actual stage show is quite entertaining...
It's been awhile since I last posted. I'm still in the band, but I told him that I'll quit when I want to. Heh, so now it's "time to get serious". We go into the studio in a month. I don't really want to. I don't think our songs are really developed lyrically enough. Same voice same shit.
Last night I saw that Super Size Me movie. It was pretty damn cool. I think it's compelled me to eat better and excersise too. It was kind of depressing too. But then it had Wesley Willis' "Rock and Roll McDonalds" in it.
I want to write again. I used to write a ton. So I think I just might even though I'm afraid it'll suck and that just gets me annoyed and not wanting to write anymore.
My friend sort of inspired me. My sister recently went to Australia for 3 weeks with nothing but a back pack. I've never been one for severe wanderlust but the more I sat around here doing nothing hearing about how great it was, the more I got fidgety. Now, I've always wanted to learn Japanese. I've done Spanish and French, and know people who did German. It doesn't spark my interest. Japanese would be fun I think. Either that or Latin, but that would get me less use than Japanese. Anyhow, my friend inspired me by telling me of a program you can do, to go to Japan and teach kids English. You get a place to stay with a roommate, and paid to teach. It sounds, interesting. At least, to do for a year or two.
| | Monday, April 19th, 2004 | | 2:44 am |
That not so fresh feeling...
It's 2:45. I think I went to bed like an hour and a half ago. And now I'm out of bed. I can't sleep. I can't think. I can't even concentrate. Tonight was a weird blow to the head with a ton of bricks. First: Fuck this band thing It's bullshit. I was brought in to sing. Which I do. What I sing however, is backup, and the parts he doesn't want to sing. Everything else is all him. I feel like I was brought in to make him sound better. So I think I'm going to tell them tomorrow I don't want to do this anymore. Well, I do, but I want to actually feel like I'm a part of this, and not a tool to make him better. That, and I guess I don't want this to be my life. They all do. They want this to take off. If it does, and I quit, I'll be an ass. I thought it would be fun, and it is. But they all are almost relying on this to work. Otherwise they are stuck in these dead pan jobs they have. Then what? Forty minutes later. I lost my game of Cubis, which I guess means I should try sleep again for class tomorrow. | | Tuesday, April 6th, 2004 | | 9:34 pm |
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AdidasKneeSocks: that would bad awesome Yes, yes it would. More updates coming soon. I actually play in front of people on Saturday. Some bonfire or some shit. Not sure if I'm annoyed or thrilled... | | Thursday, April 1st, 2004 | | 6:43 pm |
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I'm totally sold... Genius. | | 11:29 am |
Almost 10 years gone and still dreaming...
I don't dream much, so when I do I get all excited, and even more so when I remember. And I remember, and I'm all the more confused. Back in highschool I knew a girl named Karla. An attractive young lady, very strange... very... very.... but that was part of the charm. She had a thing for me, and I her, but kept getting opinions from friends that she was psycho, and what not, so I just became her friend, didn't seem psycho, and went on my merry way. Go figure I'm not friends with those people anymore... Anyhow... I had a dream about Karla of all people. Who I've not heard of, spoke to, even thought about in PASSING for almost 10 years. Needless to say I woke up confused and disoriented. But that's that. Other news: Band stuff is going well. We wrote a song that I think is bad ass, except the bassist part where he sings. He tries to fit too many words into a small space, and you can't understand him. It's stupid. They also want to cut time for the chorus, so it goes slower, which would kill the momentum and feeling of the song. BUT HEY WHAT DO I KNOW I JUST SING. Screaming Monkey Boner is a HORRIBLE band name. But if the rest of their stuff is as quirky and rocking as "Watch Me Die". I'm sold. Current Mood:  contemplative | | Monday, March 29th, 2004 | | 4:15 pm |
I am totally going to regret this, I know it, Hahahaha...
Answer these~~~ 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. How long have you known me? 3. When & how did we meet? 4. What was your first impression? 5. If you could "hook me up" with ANYONE, who would it be? 6. What do you think my biggest weakness is? 7. What makes me happy? 8. What makes me sad? 9. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. When was the last time you saw me? 12. What have you always wanted to tell me? 13. Describe me in one word. 14. Are you going to put this on your page and see what I say about you? | | 3:41 pm |
m(-_-)m <-------- Me
So after hours of ripping out the crappiest floor EVER (well not quite, but whoever installed these peoples floor before was a complete and utter tool) I utterly exhausted, and I get to go back at it again. Poor me... XD Yeah right! At least I have my kitty. He never seems to get tired of me no matter how much I torment him. Then again he torments himself by climbing things he can't get down afterwards (the picture). Band practice better go well tonight. Going to try to convince them to write a song that I wrote the words for. Now only if I could convince myself the lyrics don't suck... Caustic Soda - Welcome To Dumpsville, Population You It's just not working out. It's not what i expected. It's not you, it's me, I'm setting you free. You'd look better with somebody else. I'm really sorrrrrrrrrrry. I don't get on with your friends (i'm nothing to savor). It's the same problem we had last week (i'm doing you a favor). I miss every call for boy's night out. You're lucky i'm leaving. You deserve better. | | 7:19 am |
It's 7:18 am...
I can't even remember the last time I was up at this time. Probably not since I went to Toronto last Valentines day when I went to see Mindless Self Indulgence. And that had been a willing venture at least. Today I work with my Dad. It's not so bad... It's a tear out which means I get paided to basically destroy shit in someones house so my Dad can put in new tile. I have band practice tonight. Don't know if I'm excited or not. It's usually a fun time, but last week the bassist suddenly got mad. He said it was building up inside even though he was laughing and smiling. He said we were wasting too much time and money dicking around. He said it's work to him. What fun is that? Did I mention I'm tired? m(Z.z)m And why do people I know (well at least the majority which isn't really much I suppose) have to be such douches... | | Thursday, March 25th, 2004 | | 1:29 am |
You're the only one, with all the answers...
Very blank right now. Just want to talk to someone, but then again it's 1:40 in the morning. I figured I'd update this for the first real time but it's incredibly deadening. Go figure. Maybe tomorrow~ Current Mood:  blank | | Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004 | | 3:28 am |
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